In the last months a lot happened in my SL and RL. Not all of them were good things. It took a lot energy from me to get over all this and also it included to let people I called friends go and had to leave to take more care of myself without getting hurt again. Trust is something what I share very rarely and it is hard to get it from me what I know but it is also not impossible to get it and if you have it, my trust is very deep and faithful.
I visited a hospital to check if I have a unhealthy sickness and if not what is wrong with me. Luckily it is not what was suspected but also something unhealthy but I can live with. So woohoo!
Also I could manage to get over a bad eyeinfection and a flu out of it what knocked me nearly a month down. This time let me think a lot about my family and me and I could talk about some situations with them I couldn´t in the last 28 years. It is interesting how fast things can change if you start to see it with a different view, a new view. And I am happy I did.
I feel more free now and it raised a rock of my selfconfidence. It took a lot of energy but time will help me and others to walk step for step more forward to reach once the peace and freedom we all want to have in our life. In that I believe!
After I shaked up some old wounds and a time more offline then online to raise back my energy I asked my friend Annough Lykin to help me with a picture as I felt alone on it and thought its a great chance to have our first picture together as models. To realize this picture was harder then I thought because the sim we were vsiting was so laggy in some cases and my PC so slow (which is the mainissue) that I propably crashed 4 times to get one shot. But finally it worked! Yay!
Model: Annough Lykin
Check out her Blog by clicking HERE!
Credits on Ann:
Hair: [LeLutka]-POCAHONTAS hair – Sweeden
Lashes: [LeLutka]-2011 lashes/long/touch me
Makup: Glitterati – Everyday Eye Shadow – Green & MONS / Makeups – eyeshadow ales (white)
Freckles: Glam Affair – Freckles D ( 01 )
Lips: R.icielli – Lipstick 01 / 09
Hands: Slink Mesh Hand Casual
Feet: Slink Womens Medium Height Barefeet
Earrings: ::je suis::asymetrique::all colors::earring
Bikini: Badoura – Yani bikini
Credits on Me:
~Top: GizzA – Folded Blouse [Floral Naturel] *NEW*
~Bikini: Countdown Tony Swimsuit *NEW*
(includes a Tango Applier)
~Hair: .:EMO-tions:. * DREAM * in Chocolat *NEW*
(different haircolors available)
~Hairflower&Ring: Hana (Sunny) by Eshi Otawara
~Earrings: [F]oil– Gem Box Drops Earrings *NEW*
~Necklace: .:EMO-tions.. * Prisoner of Love * necklace *NEW*
~MakeUp: Madrid Solo – Lash Out
~Shoes: {T a r a} – GLAMOROUS Shoes Yellow
Poses by Ricielli